May 6th & 7th, 2009

May 6th & 7th, 2009
6:47AM - My alarm goes off. I hit snooze. Oh I hate waking up by an alarm in the morning! I roll over and settle back in.
My eyes close and I am about to go back to sleep and then my eyes snap open.
CHECK THE DAMN PHONE NIKKI! Did he text back???
I do and he didn't. At this point I decide to get up and get ready for work. Disappointed.
8:04AM - After arriving at work I check my email. No email from him. More disappointment.
No email AND no text. It's over. Yep it's over. Accept this fate. It's over. It's over. It's freakin over! I make my coffee, update twitter and get to work.
8:16AM - beep
Oh my. I got a text. Ohhhh my. Slowly I check it. My heart is pounding. Since I deleted his name just the number shows. The sad and lonely cell phone number that I had memorized had a message for me. I tell the phone to open it.
"hi back"
That's it. That is all he wrote.
The rest of the day I was going back and forth with emotions.
I did have a fantastic evening with Melissa over Gmail's chat and phone calls. We both decided to get on Plenty of Fish and we were sending each other men! It was hysterical. It was like "he's MINE, leave him alone!" or "ya, this is not for me, you try". We were joking about the pictures men took with a mirror and what they said to us in emails. Oh we were just catty but gawd it was fun!!

May 7th, 2009
I went to the DR this AM. Still trying to figure out what the heck is wrong with me. Oh! I did decide to stop the bitch control pills. Hoping this would fix some of the issues. I am nervous. The last time I went in they tested me for diabetes. Somehow an elevated growth hormone can cause diabetes??? Ya, whatever I am not a Doctor and it's confusing. Regardless I really do not want diabetes! I would get the results back now.
Drum roll ... well the heck I will just copy and paste the email I sent to friends and family. That is what you are, right? Yeppers you are:
I do not have diabetes!!!! My Growth hormone was back to normal. Whatever disease he thought I had I do not! I was so happy I could cry. And I did. Because I am a hormonal fool!
He is testing me for more things. He is not sure what he is going for but he did zero in on the Prolactin hormone for it can also cause growth and some of my other symptoms. I have been tested for that before with "normal" results. I did stress to him that I needed to get a thyroid test. He said he ordered it. However only 1 vital of blood was taken this time so I am not sure.
I go back on 5/27.

And guess what. I decided to sent it to him too!! Why??? Because I am a bloody idiot and once more show I have NO self control when it comes to his man.
I wrote that at 12:05 PM. He wrote back at 4:45PM.

Good to hear! I am doing ok. I'll respond to the other email soon. Mr Big Man

EEEEK!!!